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I hate living. I HATE it. I hate being alive. I’m not good at ANYTHING worthwhile. Everything I do, or try to do, makes me depressed, and doing nothing makes me depressed. I don’t even have a reason to be depressed. I’m so mad. I annoy everyone. I just want to be dead and out of everyone’s way. I’m a burden on everyone. Just get me out of here.
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Posted by Anonymous 9th February 2012
hey buddy everyone feels like that some times just know there are people out there who love and need you?it will get better its the only thing that can happenPosted by I was there 14th February 2012
I was there dude. I know, precisely, exactly, how you feel. It’s your brain fucking with you, not you. It’s not real, this black sticky sickness isn’t real. You’ve got to wait it out, you’ve got to push yourself backwards and see the bigger picture. You’re not fucking up, your brain is just telling you you are. You’ll get past this. You won’t really believe me until it happens but shit will be okay again. You’ll smile again, you’ll succeed again. It won’t be long now, you’ve got to get worse before you get better and this is the worst bit. Kind of like a test to see if you’ll choke and actually kill yourself. It’s your survival instincts fucking with you, but you will come out superior. Believe me. This is a fight and you’re already winning. Reach out and push yourself off the wall you’ve been smashed into because you’re not fucking dead yet. It’s not your time.Posted by anon 11th March 2012
You aren?t a burden, but unfortunately some people in this world don?t appreciate the ones that they love as much as they should. Thats why you have to love yourself, life is about survival. I know why you?re depressed, people in this world are cruel and all that hate makes you feel so alone. But that isolation you feel is nothing because so many people in this world are going through it too. Everyone is struggling in some way, some people don?t deserve what they have and people are too proud. But to be honest life will always be a struggle it isn?t easy and you will meet assholes everywhere you go. You will find out what you are here for, you have to be patient and strong. Work yourself up, small things everyday will make a difference in your life and you will eventually know what you want. Don?t be sad we?re all human, we are all struggling just don?t let those around you bring you down. Nobody is perfect some people just forget to see that.Posted by Anonymous 9th April 2012
You need to stay strong. It’ll be okay, there’s a silver lining to every dark cloud you’re just flying through a dark cloud, you’ll come out the other side a better person =)Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by same here but listen! 22nd January 2012
i hope you haven?t killed yourself and I hope you are going to read this. I?m not here to spew bullshit. I feel the same as you. At the moment, life sucks. I?m depressed for the same reasons where everything I do makes me upset and doing nothing makes it worse. But heres my point. We can?t take this out on ourselves. Its not our faults. but you need to look back and look at the really small stuff. there gotta be someone here or there that loves and cares about you and you had to have changed their life in a positive way. To the select few, you?re death can brutally hurt them. If you love them too you can?t kill yourself. Its only going to hurt the ones you love and the ones that don?t care about you, STILL WON?T CARE afterwards. There is nothing to gain by losing your life, you can only make things worse for those that matter to you. I wrote this out really towards myself but I thought I might as well help someone else who feels the same. I hope it can help.