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not even sure why.
certainly has been an amazing day. tinest bit of support and i fly. well least enough to get to bearable. really it aint up to me to make everybodys life just ducky. peeps gotta dew what they gotta dew and SO DEW I. and i can. just dont want to. really cruahing people aint my style. extremes to me serve no proper purpose andddd could get me killed for instance. jk jk sorta kinda. truely some stuff aint worth the hassle andddd really whatever. i am going to go about beein me, doing whatever it is that i dew and hope i see a few more sunny days.
i did see sun peek and i hopped on over to it. it really is amazing the effects of sunlight on our hearts and our soles and our attitudes. that and a really good therepst. i dew believe i passed my sanity test with flying colors. i dont think that means i am sane, just saner than most. whitch scares the living fuck outta me.
anddd going to have a nap.
blahblahblahblah, i recover well. yup but more damaged and less human. hard to say if thats an improvement. i was strangely wondering on. i even said it out loud. a hug would of changed the direction of my journey. made it different. support would of lessen the damage. makes me sad. and i am not unaware of the bigger picture. text book psycology, extreme input and manipulation. kicks to the head and red herrings and cookie dancers all have a purpose. regression and repression and transference and phases of relationships and really this all gives me a headache. neccessity of protecting ones self. really it aint something u can read about. i thinks that halarious.
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