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so recently I’ve realized how much i cry at night and in the shower because of my parents. they have said some pretty nasty things to me “you make me sick to my stomach” “you are an eye sore” “you are so stupid” this one time before my soccer practice we got into a fight about my grades and how I’m stupid and how i make them sick and I’m a huge disappointment, usually i just listen and walk off when there done but i snapped. i yelled back “YOU GUYS SAY YOURE SAD ABOUT HOW IM NOT DOING SO WELL IN SCHOOL HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL!?” they stared at me and told me to get out of the car and go to practice i refused and told them I’m still crying wait for me to clean up but they didn’t care and they kicked me out of the car and i had to go to the bathroom and cry for 30 min before i could go to practice. they never said sorry. i never told them but i have mild depression lots of people say this and i could be wrong. i cry almost every day about how i don’t belong here i have scars from hurting myself at a young age and i have to force a smile. when I’m at my sports i don’t like playing them anymore…
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Posted by iscari 3rd September 2015
your parents are emotionally/verbally abusive. that shit sucks. i feel your pain because my mother is the same way. but don’t let them affect who you are. it’s hard not to listen to them because they’re your parents. it’s hard because you just want their support no matter what. but they are shitty people, and i’m not gonna tell you they’ll get any better. but try to be open with them. it isn’t YOU. it’s THEM. repeat this in your head. it’s true. IT ISN’T YOU. IT’S THEM. continue to live and thrive and grow on your own. you are strong. i’m a stranger on the internet but i believe in you and i think you will grow to be a good person. please keep going.Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by whatev 28th August 2015
Your parents sound like jerks but they also may not understand what’s going on with you. You do sound like you have depression and grades suffering, crying, not liking things you used to enjoy– those are all symptoms. Try to talk to a counselor at school and see if they can direct you to a state funded psychiatrist or psychologist. There are many of them that don’t charge if you don’t make enough money.