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It’s a curse to be able to see through people. I’m growing tired of the nonsense that’s heaped on me every single day. I’m tired of setting unrealistic goals based on what success I see people have online through their numerous posts and pictures. I’m ready to barf at the endless amounts of happiness that oozes out every single day on my wall. Is everyone really that happy? Does no one have any anxiety attacks about life like I do? Have I truly accomplished nothing in my life? They make life seem so simple. They make getting materialistic satisfaction so appealing. I cannot differentiate between what is real and what is not anymore. I fear I will go insane. I am not able to sleep at night. I cry although I’m not sure why I need to in the first place. Why do I feel so intensely. How are others who have less than I do be happier. Is it that they are oblivious to what is happening around the world? Or is it me who connects to the reality of this hostile and impersonal universe. I’m spiralling out of controlling . God help me. Oh wait no. I just saw a bunch of YouTube videos about scientists providing logic as to why god is a delusion. My one source of faith in an invisible being in my time of despair disproved in mere logical arguments. I’m convinced for sure but where does that leave me? Who do I talk to? Surely not my mom who’s miles away thinking her son is all alright. But then again she would never understand. This has all been one big rant in no particular order. Mental peace is gold to me. Over and out.
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Posted by OP 25th December 2015
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Posted by frog hopper 25th December 2015
Make up your own life, how you want it to be, screw the rest. Let them fend for themselves. God is real and He is the only real God and you are a real person that He made. Screw logic… that’s manmade shit. Decide on how you want your life and then live it.