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i was gonna put this up but my bf has an account so he would see if i made this in the forums so i thought i would do it here instead.
okay iv know my fella about 2 months, we have been together nearly a month, & in total he has slashed himself 3 times.
his chest is scarred, his arms, his face & im scared that one of these days he is going to end up in hospital or even worse.
i know im not one to talk because i have relapses every now & again, but im not depressed & that sad with life.
im terrified everytime he gets mad or upset, he saying im the best thing that has happened to him & hes told me that if i ever leave him it will tip him over the edge. & i cant cope with that weight on me, what if it doesnt work out? & he does carry that out? how can i cope with that????
i know we havent been together long, but i do love him & i think its mostly down to how feeble he is.
im the only one that knows about his “accidents”. he hates his dad, he wont talk to his brother or his mum. & he refuses to go & see a doctor
what the fuck am i suppose to do???????????
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Posted by its me 21st August 2009
yea but i cant break up with him, because he will do something silly, even if i stay with him as a friend, i dont think it would make anything different.Posted by S.A. 25th August 2009
You should only be in a relationship because you care about, and enjoy the other person. Not cause your scared of what they’ll do. He’s trying to chain you to him and using you as his crutch. Time to leave.Posted by its me 27th August 2009
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Posted by Vagina 20th August 2009
Mate, you really shouldn’t be in a relationship that puts you in that position. If anything a break might be better for you both, then you can be there for him as a friend rather than a girlfriend. I used to self harm, and I found it very difficult to stop so I can understand your dilema. But no one can make you happy, and come out of depression but yourself.As hard as it sounds, you have to do it on your own. Because as soon as you start relying on someone or something else to divert you, you will relapse whenever that something is no longer around.