there is worse things than being lonely

Posted 25th May 2014 17

people for instince . certainly it is hard for me to write of it as i am surrounded to drownding in people.

worse i am completely alone at times. or most and by choice yup. seriously next one through the door with crazy better bee wearing a cup and a tinfoil hat,.

but people sooo over welmed by lonely they r commiting atrosities. sad. i think it’s sad that peeps idk it’s been my experience that there r few that we connect with in this life and really the majority of peeps r just ones that pass through. so much is lost on our present day. people oblivious to how much work and effort real relationships take. and really some of us have been honored to of loveed batshitcrazy people… they r alot of work. u have to bee a good friend to have a good friend and u cant make friends if u got your noses in a screen texting . or parked at your desk ..most about porn. gezzzz well keep it up and your biological need for females will bee replaced by a cattle prod up your ass and u wont bee able to get off less u have some random chicks feet in your face. potencially u r the lucky ones on some levels. i hear there r worse things and believe it… i had to quit peeing myself, it attracted the wrong type. sighhhhhhh and really it aint like it was my intent.

there is a freedom to solo that certainly has rewarding aspects. i want to stay positive ummmm freedom to dew what u pls when u pls. the problem of course is most of us dont want to do anything atall and those who try generally get crushed like bugs. caves r a choice too.

digging for the happy ummmmmmlovvvvved my homebase, flowers and joy and a future. rebuild is patch work as really my favorite sayings these daze is i have no fucking idea. shrug. buttt as soon as my toe stops th robbing like a toothache and cray doesnt come at me from every open direction i shall proceed. really it’s all ya can dew and i got flowers dying to bee planted and graves to bee decorated. we r a wierd bunch

LMAO. everybody has a line. ahhh try the string hanging down your leg only lines round these parts.

hummm love to bee the center of a v….yeah u go for that.

ahhhhhh someone on crack for 200 hundred alex