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I’ve been hiding a diet from my parents for about 5 months now. It’s really hard and I haven’t told a single soul about it, I’ve just made bullshit excuses like ” I ate a big lunch at school,” or, “I’m just getting used to diet drinks.” The truth is, it’s driving me insane. I haven’t had a soda in about 3 months, and I’ve recently started sneaking the green tea from a school party we had in 4th grade, and I don’t even like green tea. I’m trying so hard and certainly making progress but it’s really hard. I can’t talk to anyone because they’ll tell me I don’t need to lose weight and I know I do so I’ll start questioning what else they’re lying about. Also- I really fucking miss potato chips.
Oh and all my stepdad buys is whole milk, which is so not helping.
My point is, I’m blaming all of this weight loss on marching band and it’s extremely stressful. In 6th grade, I weighed 30 pounds more than the average 30 year old woman. Now I way about the same as an average 30 year old woman. 6th grade was several years ago and I’m happy I’m doing this but I’ve been holding it in so long I had to type it out somewhere.
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