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I just gotta get it all out of my system. I have regrets,tons of regrets and i cant seem to let go of them. i cant forget how my mom was biased towards my sister, i cant forget that filthy jackass who molested me when i was ten, i cant forget how my dad didnt care about how much i missed him, i cant forget about how lonely and confused i felt from the very start, i cant forget how failure of my relationship made me incapable of trusting people & turned me into a complete loner, i cant forget how i made a huge mess out of my career and how my parents think it affects them more than me,i cant forget the disappointed look in their eyes which screams -you failed like all the time,i cant forget the wrong advises i took from people who didnt give a crap , but most important of them all I cant forget how i dont have a passion for anything, no reason to live this life.
I cant get myself to tell these to anyone, mostly because i know nobody gives a crap.
getting up in the morning is difficult, going out seems like a dangerous task.all i want to do is sleep and never get up.
i have no dreams, no aspirations ,basically no will to carry on .
I am not living am just breathing .
Most of all i regret how i dont have anybody i can share this with. A lonely,friendless,meaningless life.
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