Posted 13th May 2014 19

things i dew not enjoy, having the top of my head blown off comes to mind. electric that cracks so loud u can hear it and a finger tip that is numb for an hour. gezzzzzzzz

the world is very confusing to me so i just dont spend alot of time on it. drawingmy lines and moving forward. certainly i love and adore those round me but sometime ya just have to have bounderies. mine lay somewhere between easest and NO OTHER OPTIONS.


visuals. ya know we all sing media and input is effecting the individual and society as a whole. some scream it. really it’s quite a show. mind blowing endings that never come. it’s your life and it’s amazing. it’s the isolation and abuse and extremes and seriously some shit just hard to adjust to. inability to share and express and really this whole journey needs a live in phykyatrist. freaky fucked up shit. even in just what is possible and really it’s alllll about some little old lady who lives in a cave.< sarcasam . it’s damaging and a known and wrong. shrug. jmo. on the other hand…. i am here, and i dont even know why or how and have little knowledge of effects and idk….stuff.

why is everybody so scared of me and reality and stuff we already know. the truth i suppose. everybody has their own.


bad block at future for 2. shrug. idk i just dont see me putting up with too much more crap in my lifetime. and it aint necessarily about anything but me. seriously have u met my life. really i wouldnt date me. lmaolmaolmao. and really i dont know my future. so far things aint gone as planned anddd i am going with that…anddd i am going to bed. loving getting stuff done but i hurt.


thx for the chairs. purrrrfect :D. and tricky spot. i want to thank the universe but my base is higher power. i’ve been aquainted for what passes for gawd in these parts. i can clearly see how others could view that possition. i object to peoples beliefs being used to lead them to trouble and fear and crazy. i think the reality of the situation covers it quite well. and still ummmm some stuff just not to bee missed. the question of would i chose to forget always lands in some stuff ya just dont want to . i have a long list of things i want to consider when not under a thousand tons of presure. probably things i picked up along the way. my home is a wonderland of strange stuff. on some levels ive had the most spectacular journey evr is my guess. lmao.

going to bed :D

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