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I’ll admit, I’m not the only fat girl in the world, and by far not the US, which is full of fatards like me. But I am one of the few fatasses in California, which is why I’m such a loser. Literally all my friends and everyone I know looks nice, and ten there’s me, the worthless lump of lard. Whenever I see myself I’m reminded of that character Dudley from Harry Potter, Jabba the hut, or similar characters. I’m technically obese, but I am overweight, ugly and stupid.
I’d really like to be able
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It’s hard because the food is just there. Your mind glorifies it when in reality it is just a fucking clump of calories. You lay in bed and stare across the room at the cookies your grandma sent you. And your heart beats fast because you want to eat it so bad. And your fingers and toes clench because no, you can’t do this again. It needs to stop. It won’t leave your head. And before you know what’s happening you’re in front of the food hands shaking because your demons are fighting with your
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So I’ve been letting an old friend and her partner stay with me for the last month, as she had to leave her last place due to problems with her flatmates, and I’d pushed my own house-moving date back by three weeks in order to do so.
…It has been an actual nightmare, more than causing me untold amounts of stress, I’ve actually realised that I despise this person. I lend her money, cigarettes, food, shampoo… because she says she’s broke, but both her and her partner work and have loads of
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How’s my day? Oh..I don’t know, How IS my day?? My day, my day, MY DAY! You wanna know how my day was??!! Well, it was okay..UNTIL THE END!!
My lying, backstabbing Bxxxh of a friend completely ruins my mellowness! I make ONE mistake over a year ago, and she holds on to it and uses it against me..WHILE I AM THERE! Then she gets jealous of my skin color for some reason and goes bashing light skin (Her own best friend has the same skin tone). AND THEN she somehow brings my boyfriend into the
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Ever have that feeling where life seems useless, nothing motivates, inspires or makes you feel anything besides resentment and melancholy. Wanting to make a change for the better but lacking the energy to do so. So i think, what is it like to be dead? Is it nothing? Peaceful? Horrible? No one knows cause the ones that do know are dead. Is it another life, another reality, another dimension or is it just the same bullshit as before repeating itself in another pointless existence. Do wildest of
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I’m sorry, I ever dated you. I wasn’t ready nor was I even attracted to you. At the time, I wanted a friend who listened, but who I could also have fun with and you fit the bill. You blame yourself, and for awhile I blamed you too. You were clingy. You were a druggie. You would tell me things you shouldn’t do. You asked me out again. But I see now, I was at fault too. You wanted a year long relationship, I wanted a 3 month or less relationship. You wanted sex. I wanted you to not even touch me.
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I FUCKING HATE FEELING LIKE I HAVE TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN OR WORK OVERTIME!!! I do not have to make up for who I am!!! I am worthwhile!!! I have done enough!!! I am good enough!!! I am good enough to get what I want!!!! FUCK!!!
playing my best friend, using him for sex, hanging out with a shitload of guys, its a load of bullshit. she’s not only insane, shes not capable of NOT taking things the wrong way, plus she’s immature as hell. i’ll be glad when my friend un-whips his own ass out of this mess.
It was around this time that stepdad showed his true face to us. He made us feel as though our current situation was me and my sister’s fault. We did not have to do any chores before, which I agree was probably us being spoiled, but he made it a very big point to force us to do all that he used to do which was the laundry, cleaning of the house, and etc (this was because my mom was too lazy to do it herself and made him do it). If we didn’t do it right, if we left so much as a speck behind, we
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This Sunday has been the shittiest one I’ve ever had. I had to be up at 9:00 in the morning after getting little to no sleep the previous night. From the second I woke up and checked Facebook, my day went to shit because of three main people. One was my best friend who is not my best friend anymore. I cut all ties with her and haven’t spoken to her or about her in two weeks. The other one was supposed to be my “friend” but in reality is really childish because she’s taking sides with the other
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I just need to rant somewhere, and I figure somewhere anonymous is good. I’m sorry if you don’t want to read this but, I’m going to say it anyway. My best friend has started cutting again, and I’m about 2 hours away from him and can’t get to him easily, as he’s always busy. My boyfriend is having trouble with his ex, she’s lying to him and saying she wants to be with him, and it’s getting to him and therefore making me upset. I don’t quite know how to explain how I’m feeling but I’m just
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Being near him and feeling his heart beat makes me smile and when he holds me I feel like I could melt in his arms, but then he pushes me away and gets mad at me I just want him to be happy and try to make him see that I love him with everything I have and that nothing he does will ever make me stop loving him. when he kisses me I get butterflies, but also the most time it seems he wants to be around me or ‘loves me’ is when we have some sort of sexual contact. and i’m afraid of being used! but
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Today, today is the day of our 5th monthly anniversary in which we promised to spend together. I was extremely happy because it’s been so long since I’ve seen her and contacted her. In my heart, I tried my best to show the love that I gave her long time ago. I contacted her and asked if she wanted to go on a date. Apparently, she was busy. So I asked her if we could go after school (She had the day off) and she agreed.
Finally, it was after school and I had waited for her to reply. I became
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I was really beginning to feel I had super powers and loving all the creativity the mania gave me, i didn’t like the twisted wrong situations I got myself in but I loved feeling so powerful and so amazing and brilliant at everything…now I’m empty and feel like half the person I was…
Dude, do you actually really like me cos it seems like I’m running around in circles for you!! you keep saying your gonna come visiting me but there is no sign off you for 2 weeks, i am only a hour away its not that hard to get to me. You say that you really care and you are not using me, but i kinda get the feeling you are, by asking for provocative photos of me, which btw are not gonna happen!!
Make up you flaming mind about where i stand with you and tell me so i can change your arse for
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