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Honestly this site seems to be for, negative things. But I’ve got to confess just how amazed I am because, I finally learned to love myself. I’ve realized I am beautiful, that I am wonderful, and that I don’t need anyone’s validation for that.
And feeling this after so long in depression and hating myself is just breathtaking and amazing and I feel so powerful. I feel as if the whole universe is within me just waiting for me to reach out at it and it’s all mine and no one else’s to take or
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i am so sick of being so unwanted. that’s literally all i am: unwanted. i know everyone sometimes feels like maybe they aren’t as good as others, but i know for a fact that i am a completely undesirable human being. im so sick of my “friends” not giving a shit, my family not seeing how miserable i am all the time, boys feeling repulsed by me. but the thing is, i know it’s all my fault because i’m annoying and ugly and just an all-around failure. it really isn’t hard to see why people don’t want
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For some reason I only find white men to be sexually attractive. I can say someone of another race is handsome or pretty, but sexual attraction is none. For anything else I won’t discriminate at all and I love making friends with anybody regardless of stuff like that. A lot of great people in this world were and are black, Asian, Latino, Native American, Pacific Islander, Middle Eastern, mixed, etc. It’s just I can’t get any sexual gratification.
I’m a gay male and it could be “white worship”-
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Everyone fucking wants to bring me down and then everyone wants a piece of me. My parents are driving me to fucking drinking to coping with their shit. Being around them is the worst feeling in the world because they want me not to be them, and I don’t want to be them…but somehow I’m not supposed to be them by doing everything they fucking did. Because according to them everything they did was right. So why aren’t they where they want to be? It’s not my issue they were hermits who stayed in a
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Well… we lost our phones/internet like two days ago because we couldn’t pay the bill. I alerted my friends online (including one friend who is really more of a pain in my side) that I would be offline for an unknown length of time. Well, someone helped us pay the bill so we have internet back… but I haven’t told any of my online friends, especially the pain in my side one. I have plans this weekend and I know if I tell her I have internet but I’m not going to be at home she’ll have a pissy
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i am so sick of this!!!!!!!!!!! why can’t i even have a normal conversation with you. i’m so sick of holding my tongue. I’m sick of keeping it inside. I’ve prayed so much for you to just surrender control and let life take care of its self. you have to micromanage everything to the point of telling my how to brush my teeth. REALLY? and when you tell me you know what i’m thinking and feeling i almost lose it. between you and me, who is more likely to know what’s going on in MY head? and you
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… I truely cant wait for a new year to come because 2012 has been hell for me. Yet im to blame for all of it. I will say there has been ONE great thing this year and that is meeting Shannon. She is amazing in every way and i am very thankful for her and how she has lifted my spirits to new heights. were in the process right now of getting an apartment together and its very exciting for both of us because of how well we mesh and get along. But now with information that im just receiving i feel
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Mason, I think I love you. I know that sounds really dramatic but I think I really do. I remember meeting you at the beginning of 6th grade and you were the first person to say something to me. You are so funny too. I think I realized I loved you over 8th grade when it was you and me in photography class and I just felt really happy when I was with you. I constantly think about what I could have done and I’m always feeling regretful that I never told you. I think about you still, even though
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i’m so sick of everyone and everything i’m sick of being depressed i’m sick of being medicated i’m sick of anxiety i’m sick of my dad prioritizing his girlfriend over me i’m sick of all of it. I have nothing left for me I don’t have family I don’t have friends i’m just sick of life in general. I know self harm and suicide aren’t the answer I’ve been down that road trust me but I just want it all to stop it’s becoming too much for me to handle with all these expectations they have for me as a
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Had the worst breakup of my life a few weeks ago. Not because we said mean/harsh things to each other, it was actually pretty calm when he broke up with me and wasn’t offensive but him leaving me really is breaking my heart. He thought that we’re too far from each other but to me he was totally worth it but i guess he needed more. I see him in everything everywhere i go. I miss him so much and i just always have this hole in my heart and empty feeling in the pit of my stomach. I keep telling
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“I told you I wanted the light on”! Dumb ass runt smarts off and Im expected to ignore it, Thats not how I was raised. When the light went off the kid shut his/her mouth and went to fucking sleep. But in this house is a fucking democracy and the ?older? kid as I have documented an pages is never at fault for very much. Coddled to the limit perhaps an over compensation for having a convict ?supa G? for a dad who is busy pumpin and pimpin the next blonde coloured moron for all her quid and eggs.
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Folding. Tucking. Tying. I made a fort for me to sleep in. The sheets i\\placed in between my pillows were newly taken out of the laundry. I was about to lay my head next to Yossarian, when Bohemian Rhapsody started to echo in my room from the speakers that played across the road. I couldn’t put myself together - every feeling came rushing too suddenly. You drowned my mind in the messages you used to send me, as I realized my sheets weren’t as dry as they used to be anymore.
Some days, it hits
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So i have been in love with this guy fro almost a year now and i have told him how i feel but i still don’t know how he feels about me and like he was dating this girl and they broke up so i was obviously happy until i talked to him and realized how much he cared about her but he sent me this message
“I just wish I could find some one that cared as much as i would about them…”
and like it was my chance to tell him how stupid and blind he was being i wanted to yell at him and make him feel
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id kill myself if i wasnt such a bitch about it. I have nothing, mean nothing to anyone and am just a huge pile of nothing. Im tired of feeling worthless and useless. Everytime i see someone has died on the news i think why couldnt i have been there. why couldnt it have been me instead? i just need to swallow those pills, slice a little deeper, squeeze a little harder, tie a little tighter. Theres so many ways, but im too chicken shit to do it. fuck! and im tired of listening to these little
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So I had a moment when I got a stress induced panic attack last week and told my dad then this week we went to the hospital for an evaluation after he called around just about all day yesterday and I was only back there for like 30 mins before the doc decided to refer me to outpatient so now as a depressed anxiey riddled girl i feel worst and like i wasted my dads time i want to cry and slit my worst it’s moments like this that make me want to die like im a waste of time and space i think my
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