I just found out the guy that I was in love with and dating for over four years and had plans on getting married to, asked the smut he cheated on me with to marry him, and they have only been dating for about a year. I didn’t really react to it @ all. I knew this day was going to come, I just didn’t think it would be this soon or to her. I thought I would brake down when i found out. Idk if I’m in shock or if I just don’t care. But I still have feelings for him, I think I always will cuz he was
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Everything was perfect they keep saying.
I know I should be happy. And I am… i think. I keep telling myself that I am. My date was nice, if a little awkward, but that’s not his fault. Yet I felt like crying the whole time. Maybe its because he didn’t want to dance. Or that he was weird every time i held on to his arm because my feet were killing me. Or that when we went to Starbucks after he looked like he didn’t really want to be seen with me. Or that he moved from his seat beside me to
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so i had this guy friend for three years now and we are pretty close friends.
me and him actually get along pretty well despite how an asshole he is to everyone, he would say things that either offend or scorn somebody, stranger or mutual associates.
but what frustrates me the most, is other people reacting to this friendship. at first they’ll ask “how are you even friends with him??” then it’ll go to “omg are you guys dating? how are you even coping with his shit anyway?”
/sigh/
heres the
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It was then, at the freaking age of 18–you heard me people, 18!!–that I FINALLY realized the damn truth! That all my life, this balding son of a bitch was playing with my mother’s life and directing mine down the path to hell. I’ve been stuck in a dysfunctional situation with a narcissistic, emotionally abusive idiot who sought to control the lives of those around him. A little more on this bastard: He has the mental and emotional capacity of a two year old. He gets angry very easily, and often
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