I have so much to do in life and I feel like I have so little time. I have huge education loan on my head which I need to start paying as soon as I get a job. I am trying so hard for a job, all I got are rejects till now. It is really touch to manage 5 graduate classes and be involved in an active job search. I am lying here half dead on my bed as I write. I have 3 assignments to submit tomorrow but I am so tired. I hope god give me the strength to fight.
Why does God love me? I know He made me, but I’ve hated many of the things I’ve made, and I’m worse then them all. I procrastinate, I have no desire for anything beneficial: school, piano, Bible study, prayer, exercise, healthy food, reading, nothing! I week after week, year after year, submit myself to the same pain by committing the same sins. I understand why I am not given any real trials when I fail at what any child could succeed at. I don’t understand why I can’t change, I try to give
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So I’ve been dating this guy for almost a year. We’ve been pretty happy for the most part, but sometimes he says things that tick me off. I don’t wanna make a big deal about what went down today, but I need to talk to someone in order to move past it. So for alittle background, I went through an experimental phase in my life. Like lots do. I found myself sexually attracted to women. I never been with a women but I find them so beautiful. Delicate and strong at the same time. I still feel
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